FRAIL ME.............

i fail to understand few things...
i even at times close my mind from matters
i never want to face. i get depressed.
i mess up when i cant manage everything coming by.
i cry when i cant help myself anymore.
i mourn, i become sad.
i try to transform my emotions into something else just to forget.
i lie..
i make mistakes...
i get jealous and upset.
i feel down like a toy being dumped.
i am hurt but i still choose to exist
just because
I LOVE!!!!! :)

seXY me....
lets go to the pool guyz

im happy

im just too happy...
2010....
that'll be the day of everything....
hope that year would come soon...

im juzt too excited............
aren't you?

THE FEELING OF SATISFACTION.......!!!!!!

i had this feeling of being a failure when it comes to my love life!!!after what ive gone thru, its shattering me inside everytime i think about it....how can fate be cruel at times.... but im glad things happened...coz now ive found my one true love....

i donno why i feel this way.... i have a partner that loves me very much and i love him too a lot... but why do i have this feeling of uncertainty... maybe because of the fact that everything about us now is for real....maybe im juz nervous coz no more playing around!!! his my fiance now... and im happy having him.... i know his family... ive spent time with them and vise versa... my friends are not shock to hear that soon we will be getting married... they all look forwart to it...
we still have a lot to accomplish but one by one things will be in its right place and in the right time ill be walking towards the altar to confirm our vows....

Yearz together will finally be concludedand another book will be written... in time ill reveal the details here..... ABANGAN.........hehe

THE FREELING OF SATISFACTION.......!!!!!!

i had this feeling of being a failure when it comes to my love life!!!after what ive gone thru, its shattering me inside everytime i think about it....how can fate be cruel at times.... but im glad things happened...coz now ive found my one true love....

i donno why i feel this way.... i have a partner that loves me very much and i love him too a lot... but why do i have this feeling of uncertainty... maybe because of the fact that everything about us now is for real....maybe im juz nervous coz no more playing around!!! his my fiance now... and im happy having him.... i know his family... ive spent time with them and vise versa... my friends are not shock to hear that soon we will be getting married... they all look forwart to it...
we still have a lot to accomplish but one by one things will be in its right place and in the right time ill be walking towards the altar to confirm our vows....

Yearz together will finally be concludedand another book will be written... in time ill reveal the details here..... ABANGAN.........hehe

its me and only me

its me and its my thing.....

Im here to last

I may be someone you would likely hate but im glad im here...
it juz mean that im alive and breathing coz ill be here to stay...

my life is full of heartaches and failures but im glad ithappened coz i wouldnt be able to
learn from it.... one of the greatest lesson ive learned is FAMILY IS FAMILY no matter what
happen... they'll be always be there for you even thou you are the blacksheep of the family.
Family may not be complete but the thing is your happy with the bset up even thou your hurting inside...

im here to last coz i have a lot to do for my future... a lot to fix.... coz i have a lot to accomplish...
i have a big dream.... and i want to fulfill it.... no matterwhat happen!!!